Sunday, July 7, 2013

Commitment issues

I have commitment issues when it comes to blogging. I start for awhile, then stop for awhile, and it becomes difficult to start up again because i always find it a daunting task to post on a regular, or at the very least a semi regular basis.

Regardless, I've been toying with the idea of blogging again. Why? Because i realized that it means more to me to be able to come back in 10 years and reread the crap i felt was important enough to share with the rest of the world, than what random strangers are gonna think about me slacking off and not putting up a new rant or review or sob story.

Plus, whenever i read my old posts, its always a weird experience cuz i don't recognise my own writing style. Its like having a ghost writer write ur autobiography. U know what happened cuz u were there, but the perspective is different because its never exactly how u remember it.

I then share it with whoever my partner happens to be at the time, but they usually never seem to be particularly interested. However, that's probably due to the fact tht a large number of my posts are either about my exes, or about things that i was doing with my exes (like the restaurants we went to or the dramas we went through... Please extract your mind from the gutter).

Even though i swore to myself tht my first post wouldn't be about why I've decided to start blogging again, looks like this is what its turned out to be. I guess it's become sort of a tradition for me. Lol. Oh well.